A year has passed - 206.6 this morning

SO a year has passed... and I'm fatter. The 14's are way snug and now the 16's are getting snug too. I had to go buy 16's and they're getting too small! My sister gave me a bunch of pants because she's thinner now. Argh. I hate it.

So here's what I'm doing - the HCG diet in droplet form. There are lots of nay-sayers against this diet - but let's get real people!! How healthy am I? I'm talking mind and body - NOT healthy! Creeping toward heart disease and diabetes! So could any diet really be worse than what I'm doing?? NO!!!!

My sister and step-mom did the diet through a naturopathic doctor. That is what convinced me. So I have the drops (you can get them on the internet) and I'm diving in. One of the motivators, sickeningly, was the fact that I get to spend two days eating as much fat and sugar as possible. So I've taken the drops for the first time this morning (and second dose has already gone by) and I've eaten lots of yummy fattening stuff, including but not limited to a mocha with whip and a chocolate donut from Starbucks. Luckily, the donut wasn't that good so two days from now I don't think I'll have trouble not eating one of those.

Then for the remainder of the 30 days I will be eating 500 calories (let's see those eyebrows raise and chins drop) of no-carb, no-sugar protein. So um... chicken breasts and pork? Not totally sure yet. I'm gonna get with step-mom and sister about what they ate.

Then for the 3 weeks following the 30 days, you don't take the drops but you do stick to no carb. Then slowly reintroduce SOME carbs (only the good kind!) Then I plan to join weight watchers as well to keep off the weight. I need some accountability! Otherwise I'll EAT EAT EAT!!!!